Dear diary

Today I saw a boy

And I wondered if he noticed me

He took my breath away

Dear diary

I can't get him off my mind

And it scares me

'Cause I've never felt this way

No one in this world

Knows me better than you do

So diary I'll confide in you

Dear diary

Today I saw that boy

As he walked by I thought he smiled at me

And I wondered

Does he know what's in my heart

I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe

Should I tell him how I feel

Or would that scare him away

 ..... im afraid

yeah sooo... last night was pretty fun i guess... i was on the phone like all night yeahhh i have no life lol so anyway.. at lunch some stuff happened.. then i was talking to ryan in spanish about it.. bc i thought he knew what happened... so he went to the office... ROAR... he told me that he wouldnt say i did it but i still got called down to the office URGG.. well it wasnt that bad though.... oh welllll lol then in last period me and britt called our parents about bball practice.. then at 2 we left class and went to the vending machines.. MY GOD like more then half of our theater arts class was out of the class lol yeah so then after school i had bball... i came home took a shower and called someone  yeah so that was about it yesturday

Today has been pretty boring so far.. alicia called around 12 and woke me up then my dad took my brother to basketball and i had to do my laundry and clean my room not fun lol then my dad came home and we went out to dinner.. we were gonna go see coach carter but the movies were packed so we didnt... then i came home went on here for a little while.. called alicia called ryan asked my dad if alicia could come over.. and yeah then i got off the phone with the two nerds and here i am yeah so thats about it

i will write more later

ONE MONTH TILL MY BIRTHDAY

i love you xoxo

WOA today was a C-R-A-Z-Y dayyyy... lol so much happened but i really dont fee like typing it out right now..

write more lata when i feel like it

xoxo

im in the best mood right now.. today has been a G-R-E-A-T day 1) i played in the game woa woa so happy and i cant say the other stuff on here bc well some asshole might not like it and dont want that to happen oh welll

xoxo...love you

hmm... today was a pretty good day i guess... algebra wasnt bad we went over a few things then i got out at 8:30 to go see my guidance councler lol history... boring as usual god i hate that class so much* creative writing... we had to go down to the library to read our poems to some art class or something.. roar the teacher made me read mine i guess it wasnt that bad... lol lunch was good... me ryan and alicia walked around looking for peter for a little bit.. then we went up to wilson's locker and no one was there... then alicia went to look for peter then after a little while me and ryan just walked around.. lol i guess we lost track of time bc the bell rang and we thought that was the warning bell.. but it wasnt so we were just taking our time in the hallway and we were at my locker and still taking our time then like no one was in the hallway and we were like hmm... i wonder if that was the last bell.. so ryan went to health and i went to sciecne... guess what i was like 3 minutes late  hehe my bad lol oh well she didnt care anyway lol yeah so we didnt do much in science... except make fun of britt haha in english people showed their projects off to the class and that was it then in spanish we did some stuff HOLY CRAP steve got in trouble for the stupidest thing in the world... ok so we were partners for this activity and steve was looking for something that meag wanted and he couldnt find it... well i started without him and by the time he found the paper he was looking for i was done with the activity so i went back to my seat... like 3 minutes later Mr. Fernandez w/e goes to steve and is like "Steve out in the hall" none of us know what he did wrong and he didnt tell me until we were waiting for the buses that he got in trouble for ignoring me when i was his partner lol can you believe that?!?! it is the gayest thing lol mr. w/e was like "steve u have to know how to treat girls.. amanda was your partner and she was sitting right there and u were ignoring her you cant treat girls that way!!" haha god i hate that teacher lol yeah so woa woa no basketball.. i didnt really feel like going.. so our game is tomorrow yeah so tonight im not sure what im going to do.. prob talk on the phone homework tv... the usual lol ok im out

xoxo<3

I'd love to shine in your eyes
If only just for a moment 
 I'd be .s.a.t.i.s.f.i.e.d.
If I could only touch your cheek
Baby, that's all I'd NeEd
To make my life complete
Cause , I can make you smile
If you knew that I was here
Wishin' I could just be your tear

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